I have a new article up in the February edition of Next-Wave Ezine entitled Lent and the Pursuit of Justice. Head over there to check it out and to read the other great pieces featured this month.
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I was in college before I discovered Lent. That might sound strange given that I grew up in the church, but I came from non-denominational Bible church traditions where the church calendar wasn’t followed. I knew about Mardi Gras and Ash Wednesday, but had no understanding of their significance. So during Spring Semester Freshman year at my non-denominational Christian college as many of my friends started giving up caffeine or dessert I found myself curious. I bought a Lenten devotional guide at the college bookstore and tried to figure out what it was all about.
Even so, it took a few years before I began to grasp the spiritual significance of the season. Sure I joked with my friends about giving up homework for Lent and even flirted with giving up chocolate a few times (how significant is denial if it doesn’t lead to spiritual reflection?), but Lent remained an odd tradition I played at and not a habit I embraced. I respected the idea of discipline, but balked at the legalism of giving up something just because that is what people do during Lent. Perhaps hearing my friends complain about how desperate they were for a cola and not hearing anything about how they had been affected spiritually fed my confusion. Lent just didn’t make sense, at least not in the popular ways I saw it conveyed and practiced.
Then I discovered the connection between Lent and justice. I was serving as a Children’s Director at a small Baptist church and was attempting to find a way to introduce the kids to Lent in tangible ways. As I pulled together resources, I discovered that many of the common practices of the Lenten season sprung from the desire for justice. Prayer represented justice toward God, fasting justice towards self, and charity justice towards neighbors. Through this threefold pursuit of justice I saw that the Lenten season encompassed more than just personal piety, but called for a period of restoration of relationships with God, with self, and with others. In essence, a specific time to focus on the ways Jesus had taught us to actually live.
With the children, Lent became a time to focus on the needs of others. We adopted a homeless ministry to pray for and support. A practice of this ministry is to pass out bags of toiletries to the homeless, so the kids were encouraged to use their own money to buy travel sized items to donate. It wasn’t a huge gesture, but it was something they could tangibly engage – involving prayer, personal sacrifice, and charity to others. They saw that believing in and following Jesus involved seeking justice in these ways.
Through guiding the children through this project, I realized that I too needed the discipline of the Lenten season to put into practice the pursuit of justice in my life. I had for a few years been reading about the importance of ethical consumption – making just decisions in one’s shopping habits. I knew that I could care for others, this world, and myself by making better decisions in how I shop, but I always had some excuse for not actually doing it. It was too expensive, too hard, too inconvenient. So a few years ago I decided to put my money where my mouth was and use the Lenten season to be disciplined enough to seek justice in my shopping habits.
I choose during the 40 days of Lent to seek to buy food that had been produced ethically. I sought food that had been grown locally, produced without hazardous chemicals, drugs, or hormones, and for which the producers had been paid a fair wage. I researched where to find such food in my area and committed to change my habits to serve God, others, and myself in this way. And it mostly worked. We had to make serious adjustments in the way we ate in our household, but we also weren’t so legalistic that we starved. I learned a lot about food and where it comes from, but I also discovered that I could be disciplined enough to attempt to be an ethical consumer. This was a pursuit of justice that I didn’t abandon as soon as Easter Sunday rolled around, but habits I integrated into my life year-round. Of course, I am the first to admit that not all of my shopping choices are ethically influenced, but I don’t see this as an all or nothing issue. I do what I can, where I can.
Lent represents for me a period where I devote myself to following more closely the way of Christ – not just for a season, but for life. It is a time in which I seek to bring my life into alignment with the values of the Kingdom of God. Values that include personal sacrifice, devotion to God, and service to others. It is still a very personal time of devotion as I choose these forms of spiritual growth and sacrifice, but I have finally come to understand a bit of its purpose. And for that I am grateful.