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Poetry Reflections – “Spelling” Part 1

Posted on April 11, 2007July 8, 2025

“Spelling” Part 1 – Denial

With this post, I start a series of reflections on some of my favorite poetry. I have always loved poetry and have found that many poems speak into my life spiritually. I’m starting with a three part look at Margaret Atwood’s poem “Spelling.” (I suggest you read the full poem here first). I first encountered this poem in high school and have returned to it at different stages in my life over the years. It is a feminist poem in that it explores what it takes for women to be treated as human and have a voice. In this first section I want to explore the denial of that voice.

“I return to the story
of the woman caught in the war
& in labor, her thighs tied
together by the enemy
so she could not give birth.
Ancestress: the burning witch,
her mouth covered by leather
to strangle words.”
– From “Spelling” by Margaret Atwood

In these images of terror against women, Atwood expresses how women are denied two of the most basic ways in which they can have a voice – reproductively and verbally. When I first heard of the Nazi’s tying women in childbirth legs together, I remember feeling just sheer horror. Having experienced childbirth I can further grasp the insanity of being denied the freedom to birth that which has no option but to be born. To prevent the ability to birth denies life. It kills the woman and the child. It silences the act of creation.

Many other feminist writers see childbearing as being the ultimate conquest of a man over a woman. Childbearing and child rearing being roles that many women have been forced into overtime. In fact many women sought out the cloistered life as the only available alternative to a forced marriage (and potential avenue for a life of the mind). But the option remained to be ruled by a husband/father or by the church. A woman’s life was not her own. And so some feminists rebelled against childbearing. Yet Atwood sees it in a more positive light. The child is a part of the woman – a manifestation of a woman’s creative powers- an act of creation itself. A way to use her voice. And here she describes the enemy silencing that creativity by tying the women’s thighs together. Historically, that enemy was the Nazi’s, but the term here also refers to men in general. Men are seen as the enemy who have silenced the creative works of women for years. Creativity not just in the creative act of giving birth, but the act of creation through words and images as well.

Atwood then turns the image to “the burning witch”, who was denied the freedoms of speech and creation as well. Women who threw caution and convention to the wind and chose to use their voice were considered abnormal. That fact and the implication that by letting one’s voice be heard through writing one was rebelling against Christian doctrines (women must remain silent and all that), resulted in such expressive women being branded as witches. The lucky one’s were then confined and suppressed with a scold’s bridle while the unlucky were forever silenced through burning or drowning. In this way generations of women were threatened and terrorized into silence. While the enemy in the first example seemed to suppress women out of a cruel hatred, the witches were suppressed because they were feared. The abnormal, the other, was feared by the men in power because they did not understand it. Due to this suppression, women’s literature and women’s voices remained virtually silent for years.

Women need a voice because of the power that is possessed by language. Virginia Woolf encouraged women to use that power and their voice by urging women to write. She told them “to write all kinds of books, hesitating at no subject however trivial or however vast.” This writing would give the woman a place in the world. Atwood too explored the power of language. She once wrote that “a voice is a gift; it should be cherished and used, to utter fully human speech if possible. Powerlessness and silence go together.” Women had been forced into silence for centuries and had therefore been made powerless. Like having their legs tied together in childbirth or gagged in torture, to be suppressed into silence forces women to deny a vital part of who they are. They are forced to keep inside of them that which needs to be birthed.

But what does it mean to have a voice, to have the power of creation available to you? In parts two and three of this series I will look at how the poem defines how women can have a voice and break that silence.

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Blog Against Sexism – My Journey

Posted on March 8, 2007July 7, 2025

So today is International Women’s Day and I’m participating in the Blog Against Sexism campaign. This is similar to last year’s Gridblog to Dismantle Patriarchy, except that I think I’ve become even more of a feminist. A year ago, I supported feminist ideas, but also was very open to tolerating opposing ideas as just being part of reality (in a – he beats his kids or he hates black people, but what can I do about it, sort of way). But over the course of this past year, the hatred, fear, and desire to control women I see all around me has become more incomprehensible to me. I really just don’t get how anyone can still claim that women are inferior to men.

The more I support equality, the more disparity I see. Just yesterday, I was searching groups on Facebook. I typed in “feminist” and found more groups that opposed (or downright hated) feminists that I did groups that support equality. I’ve also been following Scot McKnight’s series on women in ministry over at Jesus Creed and am often floored by the hatred displayed by commenters there. These men have no issue telling women that they are wrong for serving God, that they should remain in positions subjugated to men, and that we are evil and unbiblical for desiring anything else. They don’t seem to realize that they are addressing real women with real lives, callings, and feelings. Do they think it doesn’t affect women to hear over and over again that – “you are not as good as me, God values me more, your opinion is not as important as mine”? This goes beyond them banging one or two misinterpreted scriptures over our heads, it displays a deep seated prejudice and fear of women. And these are the people who supposedly follow Christ’s command to love others. They are not even the ones (necessarily) who just see women as physical objects. The ones with bumper stickers on their cars that say “My Other Toy has Tits” or who don’t know how to introduce/describe a woman without referring to her physical appearance.

I am a feminist – but contrary to popular dismissive labeling techniques I don’t hate men and I don’t support a “woman’s right to choose”. I support equality and human rights – for everyone. But one thing I have learned over this past year is to use my voice. I can’t sit around and wait for things to get better or to be invited to the conversation. I’ve realize that I need to call out sexism where I see it. Call it by its true name, bring attention to it, strip it of its power. I need to just join the conversation if I want to be a part of it. I don’t need permission or an invitation, I just do it. People may not listen, but I can’t complain that nothing is being done. And this annoys people. It upsets the status quo, it forces people out of complacency, it forces people to examine their conceptions and it gets me labeled and dismissed. Julie cares about women, that’s her thing, – lets just make fun of her or tell her that’s it’s not really a big deal or just ignore her. It’s easier to laugh than to fight sexism. But this isn’t something I can go back on. It’s not like I can all of a sudden decide that women are inferior or something like that. There is always the danger or apathy or laziness, but as long as I keep seeing blatant examples of sexism around me, those seem far off.

So I blog today to fight sexism and I will continue to blog to fight sexism. Its about love, its about equality, its about supporting a full vision for the Kingdom of God. And no matter what I get labeled, I will not cower in fear, I will not shut up.

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Sexism Once Again…

Posted on January 22, 2007July 7, 2025

(cross posted at Emerging Women)

So the discrimination against women continues. I got online this morning and read this post over at Scot McKnight’s blog Jesus Creed regarding the removal of a female seminary professor by a new administration because she was female. Read the news brief here. Since reading it, I have been seriously pissed off all day. It was one of those last straw moments – how much more of this crap are we as women willing to take?

Now Scot McKnight poses some good questions on his blog regarding if one is inclined to ban women from teaching where do we draw the line? Can men read books by women? What about in high schools or non-theology classes? While I think those questions point out some of the absurdity of the stance that views women as lesser creations, there are guys commenting there who really think they should be considered if we are to be biblical. Since when does the excuse “being biblical” make it okay to be a sexist immoral jerk? And when women there complain about how hurtful situations like this are to women in general, men there accuse us of overreacting and getting away with it just because we are women. I feel like I’m being treated like I’m a puppy dog – “that’s a good girl, settle down now, there’s no need to get excited, you don’t count anyway, your opinion is worthless to me…”. So if we are hurt or offended we aren’t allowed to do anything about it because then we are overreacting or claiming to be victims. That’s a great way to guarantee the continuing spread of injustice.

I am sick of having to fight this battle. I am sick of having to actually defend the equality of women. I am sick that there are people who are so wrapped up in hated and fear that they do things like this to women. I am sick that the debate of whether women are capable of doing XY or Z or if we are inferior to men actually still happens. And I am sick that the only place that it is still happening is in the church.

So yes, this is an opinionated rant. I had to share here because my toddler wasn’t really interested in the long monologue she had to hear about the stupidity of men who think they are better than women just because they have a penis… But I had to say it. The news needs to go out, because the more people who know the more people there are to stop the evil from spreading.

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Beauty and the Geek

Posted on January 18, 2007July 7, 2025

So as strange as it seems, I’m hooked on the reality show Beauty and the Geek. The premise is that a socially awkward geeky guy is paired up with a beautiful and usually dumb girl. They are supposed to do challenges outside of their comfort zones and learn how to appreciate each other. Each week one couple is forced to leave the house and the winners get money at the end. Read more here.

So the show is of course meant to play up stereotypes and all that, but this season has been really bad for that. I know we see whatever elements the producers actually want to bring out, but I continue to be amazed at how awful the girls are. I have no problem understanding that some people are well, not smart, and that a lot of women think their only asset is their sexuality – it’s sad, but expected. I just get frustrated watching how self centered and condescending the girls are. Besides forming cliques where the ditzy blonds got all the brunettes kicked out of the house, they obviously aren’t trying to learn stuff from the guys. The guys seem very open to accepting everyone and learning to see the world in a new light. The girls seem to think that they are there to bless the guys with their presence and do whatever they can to change them without being tainted by their geekiness. (reminds me a bit too much of how Christians view evangelism…). The guys are friends with everyone and stress that “geek” and “beauty” are just social constructs that don’t define the real person you are.

So while I fully realize that if I were on the show I would be cast as a geek (although I don’t see the geek girl and the hot guy scenario ever happening… a few too many other issues come into play with that), I just wish that stuff like this served more to broaden perspectives rather than enforce negative stereotypes. But its just a TV show right…?

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Feminism = Liberal = Satan???

Posted on January 15, 2007July 7, 2025

So I was surfing Amazon following links from my LibraryThing Feminist SF group and somehow came across this book. Evangelical Feminism: A New Path to Liberalism? by Wayne Grudem. I’m sure (or at least I hope) Grudem gives thought out arguments about why he believes egalitarianism is wrong (I doubt I will ever know since I don’t plan on reading his book, I gave up on him and Crossway a long time ago), but the whole title made me laugh. I kinda expected more from him. The scare tactic of equating two fearmongering words for evangelicals (feminism and liberal) is just too much. But of course it also makes use of the trendy media usage of the question mark. As Jon Stewart so aptly pointed out, anyone can make any sort of defaming claim as long as its followed by a question mark. But as a liberal and feminist (and post-evangelical) I guess I’m the evil they are warning against. I’ve already taken that path, so how is it possible to be “led astray” again? Anyway, I was amused briefly and I thought I’d share.

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International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women

Posted on November 22, 2006July 7, 2025

Given recent discussions and posts, I think it apropos to have a post about the International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women which falls on Nov. 25 each year. General polls across America show that the public believes that domestic abuse is a serious problem and that doesn’t even refer to the horrors the women who are sold into the sex trade have to face. Around the world, women not only face ideological sexism, but violence in all its forms. Physical, sexual, emotional, spiritual violence continue to plague women.

But where in the church do we hear much about this? Recently as I took Emma to the pediatricians I saw in the bathroom a sign about domestic abuse asking if one is afraid of someone they love. I realized that it had only been in medical situations (the pediatricians, my ob/gyn, the maternity ward) where I had ever encountered that question before. Unlike a majority of the women I regularly hang out with, I have never had to deal with abuse, but it shocked me that it has only been in “secular” medical settings that the topic has ever even come up. I can’t recall ever having heard violence against women addressed in church (besides us bringing up the sex trade with the youth group). Shouldn’t the church be leading the cause to stop oppression and violence? Shouldn’t caring for the unfortunate and showing love be a huge concern for all of us?

I have to wonder if the sexist assumptions that still haunt parts of the church (as has been demonstrated so clearly recently) has something to do with the church’s inaction in speaking out against violence against women. If women are inferior and are to submit to men, that can easily be translated into the idea that men can therefore do whatever they want to women. No matter what the theological assumptions of men being a loving, protective covering for women, it still places men in a position of power over women. Hierarchy often has the unfortunate side effect of allowing those in power to manipulate, harm, oppress, dominate, and humiliate those “below” them.

But fortunately there are some religious voices that are speaking out against the violence even if the circles I had run in haven’t always talked about it. On April 5, 2006 forty-two national religious leaders from around the country declared violence against women as intolerable and pledged their commitment to its eradication. The National Declaration by Religious Leaders to Address Violence Against Women will be distributed to every battered women’s program in the U.S. Women will see this list and determine whether their faith community supports them in seeking safety for themselves and their children. When people of faith join with other community leaders to address domestic violence, we will see ancient roadblocks turn into resources that save lives and bring healing.

The Declaration –

We proclaim with one voice as national spiritual and religious leaders that violence against women exists in all communities, including our own, and is morally, spiritually and universally intolerable.

We acknowledge that our sacred texts, traditions and values have too often been misused to perpetuate and condone abuse.

We commit ourselves to working toward the day when all women will be safe and abuse will be no more.

We draw upon our healing texts and practices to help make our families and societies whole.

Our religious and spiritual traditions compel us to work for justice and the eradication of violence against women.

We call upon people of all religious and spiritual traditions to join us.

To find out more or to sign the Declaration click here. Join your voice in prayer and action this Nov. 25 to help stop the violence against women.

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Sexism Again…

Posted on November 21, 2006July 7, 2025

So it has been near impossible to exist the past couple of weeks in the Christian blogworld without encountering ongoing conversations of sexism, gender roles, and the like. Thanks to “He-who-must-not-be-named” recent posts (thanks Makeesha for the reference), it has become a very hot topic.

But the results have been sad. Very sad and depressing. I expected the healthy debate between the complementarians and the egalitarians (if you don’t know those terms, lucky you), but not the affirmation of sexism I have seen among many men. Over the past couple of weeks I have read posts (by men) who say-
– that since God is sexist we need to redeem sexism from the negative light it has been painted in. It is a good thing we need to affirm.
– that if you believe in the equality of women you must be worshiping a false god
– that Galatians 3:28 “There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.” only refers to salvation. We are all saved through Jesus, but that it has no bearing on culture. So slavery, racism, and sexism are not things the Bible speaks against.
– that because women were offended by “he-who-must-not-be-named”, they are now huge fans of his stuff
– that although they might affirm the equality of women, it is not an important enough of an issue to actually do anything about because Jesus didn’t focus much on it.

It seems like this whole issue has just made it possible for the closet sexists in the Christian community to come out and say what they really think. I had hoped that as the church we were beyond that, but I obviously was very very naive. What I found even sadder than the rampant sexism in the church were the numerous responses of non-Christians who upon encountering this display of Christian sexism stated that they were reaffirmed in their decision to reject the church and wanted nothing to do with people who were so backward and hateful towards women.

there is something very very wrong here.

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Chefs vs Cooks

Posted on November 13, 2006July 7, 2025

So Food Network junkie that I am, I had to watch the Iron Chef America special last night. In Battle Cranberry we were treated to Rachel Ray and Giada DeLaurentis competing in Kitchen Stadium. (if you have no clue as to what I’m talking about… just know its a timed cooking contest show). While they seemed to think that they would be competing head to head, they ended up each being paired with one of the real Iron Chefs (implying that they were not capable of doing it themselves). What really bugged me was the self-deprecating ways the superstar women kept referring to themselves. They kept stressing that they were cooks, not chefs. At one point one of the judges actually corrected Rachel Ray and told her she was truly a chef.

While I know that this was all staged TV and that there is education and experience that is needed to be a chef, the whole thing just bugged me. Having gender issues on my mind recently, the show made me think about our culture’s assumptions about gender roles. It is still often assumed that it is a woman’s role to cook, but those who have mastered the field of cooking are called chefs and are generally men. Same for teaching. It is generally women who are teachers, but predominately men who are professors. (It is still somewhat true when applied to nurses vs. doctors, but gender equality seems to be leveling out at least in the doctor part of that division.) Of course there are always exceptions (we now do have a female Iron Chef), but the stereotype is still real enough to exist. I saw this in the Food Networks recent Next Food Network Star. There were a few token women in the finals, but they were cut fairly quickly so the real (male) chefs could advance. I also attended an art show once where this was an issue. In the entrance criteria no amateur domestic crafts were allowed. But at the show there was a guy displaying altered books (a very common scrapbooking technique). So if a guy does it, it’s art, but if a woman does it it’s just a mere domestic craft?

I don’t get it. Is this just a money and time thing? More men have the luxury to make it to the top of a field? Or are there still conceptions of gender roles and hierarchy of the sexes that restrict women and elevate men? Why do we still want male chefs and restrict women to being mere cooks? Why do we as a culture still value things produced by males more than we value things produced by women? It makes no sense and as much as I would like for it all to go away, it keeps popping up to bug me.

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Standing Up Against Misogyny

Posted on November 12, 2006July 7, 2025

So apparently Mark Driscoll has finally gone too far with his latest comments. The group People Against Fundamentalism is organizing a protest at Mars Hill Seattle. Read about it here.

Of course the Driscollite cult spies wasted no time in showing up to defend their master in the comments. I really really don’t get how so many guys can be so blind to the evil hurtful things Driscoll says about women. Granted – some of the other commenters have valid points about the intolerance of being intolerant of fundies and question the necessity of a protest. I honestly don’t know what I think yet. I know his words are evil and damaging to Christianity and I wish he wouldn’t have such a public voice speaking for “all Christians,” but I’m not for sure about a public protest. Justice should be sought and oppression of women needs to end, but there may be better ways to work for change.

But I’m interested in watching this and in knowing that some people are taking a stand against this man.

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Weekend Thoughts…

Posted on November 5, 2006July 7, 2025

So its Sunday afternoon and I am exhausted. I did a craft fair yesterday and preached this morning – it was all fun but I’m tired and a bit brain dead. Which is perhaps why I have a series of mini-rants at the moment.

First Mark Driscoll (who get my vote as my least favorite person in the entire universe) is up to his junk again. This time its his blog post on the whole Ted Haggard scandal and his advice for pastors (here). Not only does he assume all pastors work in megachurches and are CEOs and teachers (as opposed to pastors), his suggestions would completely restrict pastors from loving and serving people. So much for following Christ. According to Driscoll if the prostitute who washed Jesus’ feet with her hair showed up at his home group, he would ask her to never return (so as to protect himself from temptation). Whatever. Oh – and Driscoll managed to find a way to twist this to blame women as well. Apparently women are the ones at fault for either being too sexy and therefore appealing or letting oneself go and forcing a man to look elsewhere. He therefore uses this as another argument for why women shouldn’t serve in any role whatsoever in churches (apparently now not even as secretaries). Why am I not surprised that a scandal involving a male leader caught with a male prostitute would be used by Driscoll to continue his rhetoric against women…

Then there is stupid political stuff. Election day is only two days away, so political stupidity can be expected. In the continuing sign-wars, since there are laws about removing or burning political signs, Hastert’s folks have fallen to placing their signs directing in front of and behind Laesch’s signs obstructing one’s view of his sign. How freaking childish is that. It’s like the kid who jumps to the front of every picture so only he can be seen.

And yesterday I actually had a lady tell me (unsolicited I might add) that she hopes the republicans win because she heard in an email from a friend that al-Qaeda wants the democrats to win. Now I’ve heard that line given as a joke on The Daily Show – but I didn’t think anyone actually believed it. And to believe it because you read it in an email forward!!! This my friends is democracy in action.

And finally to wrap up the rants, I have to mention the most recent church sign at our local Yorkville crummy church sign church. It said something like “be happy the SON is shining.” Now yesterday when I drove past it – it was cold, gray, dismal, and spitting rain. The trees are skeletons and the chance of seeing blue sky between now and next May is slim. And right as I drove past it the song “Wonderful” by Everclear came of the radio. Here are the lyrics –

Coz when it gets too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
I close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
I hope my Mom
And I hope my Dad
Would figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream
I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
I close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels that make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say everything will be wonderful some day

Chorus
Promises mean everything
When you’re little and the world so big
I just don’t understand
how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
and tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it’s all ok
I laugh a lot so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings that I just don’t wanna go
I go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful some day

No no no no
I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No no no no
I don’t want to hear you say that I will understand some day
No no no no
I don’t want to hear you say that you both have grown in a different way
No no no no
I don’t want to meet your friend
And I don’t want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now…
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..

I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now……

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful…….

It made me wonder how often as a church (the body of Christ) we ignore reality and tell happy lies to make ourselves feel better. Everything’s wonderful, be happy the SON is shining. When will we get past the lies and the platitudes and be real. Be real enough to cry, to feel, to admit that there is crap in this world, that its all not okay, and get off our butts and do something about it.

Ah. okay – rants over for the moment (at least the stuff its safe to post online…). Feel free to add on if it would help…

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