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Month: November 2008

First Sunday of Advent 2008 – Hope

Posted on November 30, 2008July 10, 2025

Miracle: David Wilcox 

A bright star in the winter sky
Led to Bethlehem that night
But only three traveled there to see
And the rest just wished they might

Few will chose to follow
Out of all the star invites
Most will hide safe inside
With the lantern turned up bright

Waiting for a miracle

All too often I think this is our definition of hope – waiting around for the miraculous to come to us. Safe in our feel good faith, we light bright lanterns around us to drive away the darkness of doubt and despair. “Daily Bread” devotions, “God loves me” choruses, inspirational verses molded in Made in China polyresin, guardian angel trinkets. All decent uplifting items that serve to bolster our emotional experience of faith and give us a vague sense of hope. What that hope is we can’t describe, but we are sure it will make us happy.

But instead we allow these false lights to insidiously insinuate themselves as the very objects of our faith. We trust more in how they make us feel than in the one we claim to follow. The artifices of faith become our prison, entrapping us in the confines of a misguided belief. We are used to their false light – it’s neon radiance makes us feel good. So we surround ourselves with more and more, preferring the safety of the known (no matter how shallow and hollow it might be) to the true reality of faith. We keep waiting for a miracle, but we are uncomfortable stepping outside into the dimly lit unknown.

But as T.S. Eliot mentioned, those magi following that star had a hard time of it. The journey was difficult. Unsure of exactly where they were going or what they would find when they arrived, they just knew they had to journey on. A distant star, days of toil, endless doubt and questions, ridicule and remorse – these defined their hope. But they didn’t settle for safety or that which confirmed what they already knew. They sought a miracle and that hope sustained their journey.

As Advent begins I ask myself where does my hope lead. Is my hope in the trappings of faith and the season? Is it merely in the idea of deliverance? Such things lead me back into myself and my personal need for safety and contentment. Or does it lead beyond myself into this journey I am called to? Does it push me to follow in the path of love, doubt, hardship, service, and joy? This hope trusts in the way of life Christ called us to and follows that path wherever it may lead. Hope defines us, shapes us, and guides us even through the darkness.

So as we light this candle of hope tonight I wonder if it is a light that shores up the safety of our emotions or which guides us faithfully into the unknown.

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Being Thankful

Posted on November 25, 2008July 10, 2025

Colossians 3:11-15
Here there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all. 

Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.

I read this verse earlier and the first thing I wondered was – how often are we thankful for the opportunity to show compassion and love and humility?

Forgetting the retail calendar, this week marks the true beginning of the holiday season. Pastors are pulling out the feel-good holiday sermons. Devotionals focus on love and peace on earth. A heightened spirituality is ushered in that will carry us through the next month or so. We will be more apt to give to charity. Allowed to engage religion publicly. And use terms in everyday conversations which are generally reserved for Sunday mornings – thankfulness, joy, peace, love.

But at the same time those feel-good sermons will be crafted to exclude. Forget celebrating that we believe in the Virgin Birth, we want to make sure we tell others they are wrong if they don’t. And those devotions about peace on earth had better not be applied to American foreign policy or your salvation might get questioned. And we’re fine with writing a check to some trendy charity, but you’d better as hell not expect us to give up our prime parking spot at the mall. And by public religion we mean that unless your business prominently uses the term “Merry Christmas” and not “happy holidays” we will boycott you and encourage our friends to do so as well. And by love and compassion we mean loving people enough to tell them they are going to hell unless they start acting and looking like us (oh, and say a payer to Jesus).

Compassion. Love. Thanksgiving. Unity.

Sometimes I wonder if they are just holiday buzz words with no real meaning in our lives. What would happen if we dared to show true hospitality and kindness to those around us? To not draw lines, hold grudges, or point fingers. To not debate the humanity of the Other as if they were not right there listening in. But to truly love others regardless of differences and to the thankful for the opportunity to do so. To stop talking about these seasonal concepts and actually do them.

I’m trying to figure it out. To cut through the hallmarky bs and be real. Half the time I catch myself simply being selfish and stupid and wonder what the hell am I doing. I’d love to find that unity, but most of the time I’m just overwhelmed by the ongoing failure to love. So I’m working on seeking that unity by being thankful for the diversity – to love those who fail to love. But I’m finding it hard to be thankful for things that don’t benefit me. Sad isn’t it. But I’m trying.

So happy holidays, and thankfulness, and love, and peace and all that stuff.

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Globalization and Consumerism

Posted on November 20, 2008July 10, 2025

I mentioned in my last post that I am uncomfortable with the anti-globalization streams of social justice. These streams are so prevalent that many assume that unless one is ultra-pro-free-market capitalism, then one is by default anti-globalization. I personally think both extremes are flawed and fail to promote a compassionate worldview (not like most economists care about that anyway…). So to give a really short rationale for a really complex issue…

The anti-globalization argument generally points to the horrors in our global economy – sweatshops, slavery, environmental destruction – and proposes that if we just didn’t have a global economy then they would just all go away. Under the guise of “stop shopping” or “buy local” or “make something,” the mantra becomes – “boycott China, buy American.” Now I’m all for buying local and supporting small businesses. There are distinct benefits to doing so – like reducing fuel usage in shipping. But all too often these tendencies reveal a self-centered stance that places American interests before the interests of others.

I don’t see the solution to problems in the global economy as just doing away with the global economy. Like it or not we live in a global economy and that can never be undone. Organizations like the world Trade Organization and the International Monetary Fund have pushed industry onto developing countries around the world. These countries can’t go back to their pre-industrial days nor do they have the option of organic development. They have been exploited through colonialism, pushed into industrial systems not of their making, and forced to abandon ancient practices. There is no going back. So to naively promote the idea of abandoning global industry in favor of only buying American is to wish a death sentence onto these countries. Abandoning them in the midst of a chaos of our making would destroy them. (apologizing and atoning for our sins is another issue entirely). In the business world national borders are losing significance quickly. To be so pro-America that our jobs and our economy matters more than every other person on this globe is inexcusable selfishness.

When faced with difficult issues, greedy businesses, and exploited people the solution is never to abandon the victims so that they get hurt more. All too often though this is the path that’s taken. A major company gets found out for using sweatshops so they respond by shutting the sweatshop down. Or someone hears about sweatshops, thinks such problems can never be solved and refuses to participate in the economic system altogether. Both approaches deny the reality of globalization and ignore the needs of the people. The point isn’t to take jobs away from people, but to improve the jobs they have. There are options besides exploiting/oppressing people and getting rid of their job. It may take some creativity and sacrifice (on our part), but reform is possible.

So I am really sick of the “let’s subvert the global economy” when that just means pretending it doesn’t exist and screwing the poor even further. As Christians we are called to love others and to care for the poor. We can’t settle for the popular options of letting them remain in hardship or causing them more hardship. Globalization exists and we have to deal with it. Preferably in ways that honor God and not just ourselves.

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Make Something Day – My Thoughts

Posted on November 18, 2008July 11, 2025

If you haven’t noticed recently it’s become really popular in emerging/missional/alternative church circles to to promote the whole Buy Nothing/Make Something Day. For the uninitiated, Buy Nothing Day is an alternative option to the shop on Black Friday hysteria that grips the nations every year. The idea is that one would opt out of this consumeristic ritual in hopes that this will encourage people to consume and waste less the entire season (and not just postpone their shopping). Others though move beyond the negative stance of Buy Nothing Day and propose Make Something Day. The idea is to still encourage gift giving, but to avoid buying new things and make handmade gifts instead.

On one hand, I like the idea. We are a culture obsessed with the new, constantly seeking more. Most people would rather buy say a whole new shirt than take the time to replace a missing button on an old one, much less make an entire gift. We as a culture have lost touch with the basics and instead support consumer practices that are destroying the environment and enslaving the poor. It is a broken system that needs healing. Make Something Day is a creative alternative to subvert the way things are in the world.

But I have a few problems with it (here’s where I get in trouble).

First – it doesn’t actually achieve its goals. Just because someone choose to make something doesn’t make them any less of a consumer. Most homemade gifts are not made from scratch. That yarn, or fabric, or beading, or rick-rack, or cookie dough, or whatever came from somewhere. Often the same sweatshop using corporate entities people are trying to sidestep in the first place. And as a crafter I have to come clean and say that crafting is just another way of consuming more – lots more. I have boxes and boxes of craft supplies in the attic. I have friends whose entire basements are filled with crafting stuff. I even had a friend in high school whose house’s second floor started to collapse because of the weight of the material from his mom’s quilting habit. Be it at JoAnn’s, Michaels, or Hobby Lobby crafting for handmade gifts is consumption plain and simple.

Second – if the idea is to produce less waste, why create useless crap that people feel obligated to keep because it is handmade? I’m pointing all fingers at myself on this one. I spent all morning making Christmas gifts with a super excited Emma who was extremely proud to tell me who was getting each particular gift (family members watch out!). I have a craft business, an Etsy storefront (shameless plug moment), and do the craft fair circuit. That being the case I would far rather give (and receive) something needed or desired than a handmade something just for the sake of something. I admit, I’m not a sentimental person. I’m not the type to keep a technicolor itchy afghan my grandmother knitted just because my grandmother knitted it. Call me heartless, but that’s the way it is. I described my gift giving rationale last year. Basically I try to shop for that which is wanted/needed – not making something, or buying something (even fair trade or organic somethings) just because. I’m a huge fan of wishlists in that regard. If someone wants a quilt, I’ll make it, but I’d rather give them a book (used is just fine) if that’s what they want. And if that book is insanely discounted on Black Friday, well, you get the picture.

Third – I am uncomfortable with the whole “make something to subvert the global economy” idea when avoiding the global economy is the driving force. I am all for economic justice and supporting local businesses, but that does not mean that I want to propmote a “me/America first” mentality that abandons the poor around the world. I am not anti-globalization – seeking justice that sacrifices the poor is not just. I’ll write more on this soon, but let’s just say that I am uneasy with underlying assumptions put forth connected to Make Something Day.

So these thoughts have been bugging me recently with every new reminder I get about Make Something Day. I like it and I don’t like it. If it works for you, really works for you, great. But I’m uncomfortable with it being the only “just” alternative out there. Once again this year I won’t be shopping on Black Friday, but I doubt I’ll be making anything either. I’ll be at the family ranch hiking, chatting with my Grandmother, drinking way too much wine, playing dominoes and scrabble, and smoking insane amounts of meat in the outdoor oven. It will be fun.

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Farmer’s Markets and Family

Posted on November 17, 2008July 10, 2025

I’m a busy mom.  And with two kids constantly clinging to me, getting out to do anything is difficult.  Grocery shopping is the worst.  Managing a high-energy three year old and an infant who insists on being carried all the time while pushing a shopping cart usually just isn’t worth the effort.  Add to that the dirty looks I get from strangers if my children make any noise whatsoever, and the choice is clear.  Children and grocery stores are a bad combination.   I’ll go to the store at midnight as long as I can go without the kids.  Finding food for the family at the supermarket is not a family affair.

 

So that is partly why I find trips to the local farmer’s market so fascinating.  Amidst booth after booth of fresh from the farm produce, artisan cheeses, and grass fed meats is an experience the whole family can participate in.  At one end of the market there are the puppies from the local animal shelter, eager for children to play with them (and convince mom and dad to take them home).  At the other end a live band plays and daring couples and uninhibited children take to the dance floor.  In between one can make a meal out of piping hot empanadas, gourmet pizzas, and fairly traded coffee.  Children are present and welcomed in this setting.  The market isn’t just a place to shop for food; it is a gathering of a community.  Relaxed and fun, it’s an experience not just an ordeal.

 

Naturally, it would be the farmer’s market where something as organic as family connections can thrive.  Although I do shop at supermarkets, there is little by way of connection there.  Packaged and processed food made to look perfect and convenient represents an economic transaction generally devoid of personality.  One doesn’t know where the food is coming from, how the earth was treated to obtain it, or why we should celebrate it at all.  But at the farmer’s market I can hear exactly how a jar of peach preserves was made and share a taste of it with my daughter.  I can be with others who care deeply for this earth and want to demonstrate that through the food they buy.  And I can model for my children that buying produce and meat produced in sustainable and ethical ways is part of what it means to me to love God – by taking care of his creation.

 

So as often as I can on Saturday mornings, I want to take the kids with me to the farmer’s market.  They are welcome there in a place where life is respected and cherished.  They are the future and I can encourage them towards environmental responsibility by joining them in celebrating the bounty of the earth today.

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Elections, Sexism, and Sarah Palin

Posted on November 12, 2008July 10, 2025

First posted at Emerging Women –

In the recent US Presidential election, we experienced both the closest the glass ceiling has ever come to being shattered as well as evidence that sexism is alive and well in our country today. I was intrigued by Jim Wallis’s recent post at God’s Politics where he implored the nation to not use sexist criteria for judging Sarah Palin post-election. He wrote –

Basing post-election analysis on Gov. Palin’s wardrobe, insults to her family, and whether or not she answered the door in a towel is sexist.

If Obama had lost this campaign, no journalist would be commenting on the color of Joe Biden’s ties or the Scranton native’s trips to Brooks Brothers. On this blog we have already started a discussion around the many opportunities our country has for reconciliation. This can occur not just around race but also gender and the many other things that divide us.

Go ahead. Disagree with her politics and her policies. There are a lot of people who are going to get into some healthy fights about the future of the Republican Party. But like her or not, to reduce Sarah Palin to her wardrobe is wrong and is a great way to start this post-election season off on the wrong foot.

Almost as if on cue, the comments to his post do exactly what he was warning against delving into such controversial topics as whether or not mothers should work outside the home. What has your experience been this election cycle with sexism? Do you think the glass ceiling will ever be shattered?

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What is Our Dream

Posted on November 11, 2008July 11, 2025

Last Tuesday night we sat on pins and needles awaiting the outcome of the election. The results and Obama’s speech in Grant Park were defining moments for our nation. I cried at hearing his words and for the first time in a long time dared to hope for our future. As the response poured in there were two sentiments I heard repeated over and over again – that this is an historic moment and that now anyone can dream of being President. I agree with the first, but I have a few issues with the second.

Of course this is historic. In a country that 150 years ago enslaved Africans and in living memory segregated blacks from whites, overcoming that history is powerful no matter who you voted for. That said I can’t join the chorus rejoicing that the dream is now open to all. Why? Because in all truth it isn’t (I’ll explain in a moment) and because I don’t support that particular dream.

Electing a black man as president is huge, there is no denying that. But that doesn’t by default mean that anyone can achieve the same. There has been much talk about glass ceilings during this election cycle, but I am still unsure if a woman could be elected President in this country. With so many churches still preaching the inferiority of women, blatant sexism is still too accepted to be so easily overcome. Even the reactions to the election results demonstrate the undercurrents of racism in our country. Down here in Texas a noose was hung from a tree at a major university and a UT football player was kicked off the team for a racial slur he posted on Facebook. Barriers to freedom and equality are still alive and well. And does anyone really think that a Muslim, or an Atheist, or a LGBT person could be elected president? Someday perhaps, but that dream is still too flimsy to grasp. There is still much work to be done and our celebrations shouldn’t lull us into complacency.

But as I mentioned on Eugene Cho’s blog the other day, I am uncomfortable with dangling the dream of becoming President of the USA as the ultimate achievement. When encouraging my children in their life path, I don’t want to convey to them that obtaining the highest level of power and prestige possible is the target they should be aiming for. I am all for empowering them to be who they are meant to be (even if that is president), but I want to avoid encouraging the will to power so to speak. I’m also not a fan of defining success as making lots of money and presenting the whole doctor/lawyer/banker career option as an ideal either. I want them to believe that a successful life involves fulfilling the command to act justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with God. Money and power are incidental to achieving those things (and often obstacles as well). Of course doctors, lawyers, bankers and perhaps even president can live in those ways but so can teachers, artists, baristas, and parents. I want to tell my kids that they can be anything they want to be, I just don’t want to encourage them to want the wrong things.

So as we bask in the historic moment, I hope the dream we promote is one of justice. The hammer of justice can break down barriers and empower the disenfranchised, but it is wielded not in the name of power but in the name of love.

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Protecting our Children on Election Day

Posted on November 10, 2008July 10, 2025

My children are young, as in infant and toddler young.  So they couldn’t quite grasp the historical significance of Barack Obama’s election.  When I shared the news with my three year old that Obama was the next President, she responded “but I want a present too” (she also thought “running for President” implied a footrace).   Needless to say my kids aren’t quite yet at the point of understanding the workings of civic society.  But it is something I want them to understand in time – while they are still young.  I fully believe that children deserve to know the world they live in and the politics that shape their lives.

So on one hand I understand the rationale behind placing polling booths in public school buildings.  Besides making use of public space, it exposes kids to the electoral process and encourages them to be responsible citizens.  But on the other hand, the whole situation makes me a bit uncomfortable.

When I went to vote on Nov. 4 in the middle of a normal school day, I simply strolled into my local elementary school and walked down a hallway of classrooms and bathrooms to a small cluster of voting booths.  Any other day of the year I would have had to sign in at the office, present identification, and be watched closely as I, an unknown adult, entered a safe place for children.  But on election day, the school was open to all (voters or not).  As a parent I couldn’t help but worry about the horror and chaos just one person with ill intent could cause if they took advantage of this lax open door policy.

Even in the absence of malicious aforethought, accidents can happen when the safety of children is ignored in favor of civic process.  In February 2008 at Lyons Elementary School in Randolph, MA an elderly man lost control of his car and careened into a group of children on school grounds.  He was simply trying to park his car so he could vote in the presidential primaries, but ended up pinning an 8 year old girl between his car and the school building causing her serious injury.

Tragic accidents or opportunities for sick predators should not be part of our coming together as a nation to choose our leaders.  Many cities have already acknowledged the dangers of allowing polling places in public schools.  Some districts ban polls from schools, others cancel school on election day.  But as I experienced in Austin, TX, some districts employ no precautions at all.

Amidst the talk of voting reform that swirls around every election, I would send out a call to America to rethink the role of our children on election day.  I am all for teaching them about voting, informing them about the candidates, and letting them participate in mock elections, but keeping them safe should remain primary no matter what day it is.  Nationwide reform to either ban polls from schools or cancel school on such days is a necessary step in safeguarding our children.  In situations like this encouraging civic responsibility involves doing what is necessary to prevent tragedy from marring the celebration of democratic community.  We’ve come a long way in our country to make suffrage easy and available to all – let’s be sure that it remains a blessing and not a burden for our children.

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Accepting Reality

Posted on November 6, 2008July 11, 2025

Elections can often bring out the worst in people. I’m already sick of the Obama/Hitler rise to power comparisons (come on, can’t you at least be creative) and the litany of Gospel additions we have suffered through (i.e. to be a Christian you must vote this way…). Hopefully that will all subside soon, but what sticks around after these cycles are the undercurrents of prejudice. After the intensity of candidates and propositions is over, people stop fighting and succumb to the “pissed they exist mentality.”

Try as some might to make certain sorts of people illegal, what most people seem to want is hide the very existence of the other. I’m not talking about wishing child molesters or rapists didn’t exist (and working to make it so), but the mentality that gets upset that they (or especially their children) must breathe the same air as say a LGBT person, or a Muslim, or an Atheist, or a Christian. These are the people who would rather ban all extracurricular activities in a school than allow a group of THEM to gather together. Or the parents who launch campaigns against libraries to remove books that talk about someone having two mommies from the shelves. Or the Atheists who freak out if a Christian social worker is profiled in a “secular” magazine. I understand engaging in disagreement, but am appalled at this desire to pretend reality just doesn’t exist.

I’ve seen this pattern occur all too often within the Christian world especially. A few years ago I was working on a screening committee for a magazine to decide which submitted articles to publish. One very well written article told the story of a girl’s date rape and subsequent silencing at a Christian college. While the committee thought it was a good article, it wasn’t published because “our readers don’t want to hear about stuff like that.” Or the public safety officer at Wheaton College who had been told not to look for drugs on campus because it was better to pretend they don’t exist than taint the college’s reputation. Then there are the bans on religious symbols (headscarves, jewelry) in schools and workplaces. And the numerous people I encounter who just don’t want to hear about justice issues because it might upset them too much.

Reality check please. Pretending that reality doesn’t exist just because you don’t want it too is unhealthy. Perhaps it’s time to engage a slightly less unbalanced tactic in how you deal with the world.

Please.

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Leadership Expectations

Posted on November 4, 2008July 11, 2025

In acknowledgment of the most powerful nation in the world choosing a leader today, this month’s Synchroblog focuses on leadership. There are of course various places I could go on that topic, but I’ll keep it simple. I just want to give a plea to our leaders and to those that follow to be consistent.

When as people we treasure certain values – in our faith or philosophy of life – my plea is that we let those value infuse all areas of life. Loving our neighbor (and enemy) isn’t just for Sunday mornings. Certain political scenarios or economic structures don’t give us a by in that area. If we believe we are called to love, then let’s do it consistently.

If we teach our kids to share and play fairly, let’s apply the same rules to ourselves. Let’s not teach our kids the story of the Good Samaritan at church and then criticize a leader as a socialist for his desire to give care to all.

Can we stop with the excuses about why the bible doesn’t affect real life already? If we believe it, let’s really believe it. Let’s live it out and expect our leaders to live it out.

Consistently.

For other contributions to this Synchroblog check out –

Jonathan Brink – Letter To The President
Adam Gonnerman – Aspiring to the Episcopate
Kai – Leadership – Is Servant Leadership a Broken Model?
Sally Coleman – In the world but not of it- servant leadership for the 21st Century Church
Alan Knox – Submission is given not taken
Joe Miller – Elders Lead a Healthy Family: The Future
Cobus van Wyngaard – Empowering leadership
Steve Hayes – Servant leadership
Geoff Matheson – Leadership
John Smulo – Australian Leadership Lessons
Bryan Riley – Leading is to Listen and Obey
Susan Barnes – Give someone else a turn!
Liz Dyer – A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Polls…
Helen Mildenhall – Leadership
Tyler Savage – Moral Leadership – Is it what we need?
Bill Ellis –Leadership and the Re-humanizing of the World
Ellen Haroutunian – A New Kind of Leadership
Matt Stone – Converting Leadership

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