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Month: March 2008

Rumors and Lies

Posted on March 15, 2008July 10, 2025

So this has been a busy week again. Sorry for the lack of posts, comments, or returned emails. I’m working on it. So once again I give you a weekend rant out of frustration.

This past week on Andrew Jones’ blog, he hosted some comments from Chuck Colson who was promoting his new book The Faith. Now I’ve not been a fan of Colson for awhile now. I remember being disappointed when he was chosen to speak at my college graduation, appalled by his CT opinion piece saying that not dressing up for airplane trips is a sign of the moral decay of our society, and always uncomfortable with his personal definitions of postmodernism. But I know he’s popular in certain circles and is the voice for some segments of Christianity. So I generally quietly disagree and just try and ignore him. I was a bit offended though by his comments this past week when he wrote (about his book) – “You will notice in chapter 4 of the book that I distinguish between the “emergent community” which rejects the Bible, and the “emerging movement.” There’s much about the emerging movement that I applaud.”

I know others have commented on how absurd that statement is, asking for him to name just one emergent church that rejects the bible. While the part of me that stands for truth and reality echos that call, I know that such an accusation is easily flung about (it surfaced here just this past week). “Rejecting the Bible” is of course code for “does’t think the same way as I do.” But it is never phrased that way. “Think as I do” is warped into “biblical” or “how all Christians have always believed.” I’ve written here before that such concepts are basically a myth and demonstrate a complete lack of historical perspective. The assumption that the modern evangelical belief of the last 150 years or so represent “all Christians ever” is fairly arrogant, but apparently it’s easier to believe the myth than act humbly.

I guess I’m just sick of the repeated accusations that I reject the Bible. People who don’t know me (or other emergents) revel in spreading this lie and refuse to accept the truth of our actual beliefs and experiences. Do they hate and fear us so much that they choose falsehood over the truth? Yes we may disagree, arrive at different interpretations, or develop divergent doctrines. But “rejecting the Bible”? Are you kidding? I know how I interact with the Bible. I dig deep into it each week, I see it as God’s word, I let it teach and inspire me. I desire to discover more about it and the world it describes. I don’t worship it, or make it fit into modern boxes. But I most assuredly don’t reject it. So I would appreciate it if people would stop spreading rumors that I (and my friends) do. Talk to us, engage (gasp) with us, disagree with us, but stop telling lies about us. Please.

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Integrity in Faith

Posted on March 12, 2008July 10, 2025

I’ve been making my way through Krista Tippett’s new book Speaking of Faith recently and have enjoyed her reflections on her personal faith journey. I always find myself intrigued by her radio program by that name, but hearing from her own experiences has helped me better understand how she engages so brilliantly with representatives of so many faith traditions. At one point in the book, she explores how she became aware of the wideness of the Christian tradition and how that sustained her faith. Her background was in a rather fundamentalist Baptist tradition and as she returned to faith as an adult she desired to only return there “with open eyes, rigor of thought and speech, and the same powers of reasoning [she] expected of [her]self in the rest of [her] life.” As she wrestled with the process of accepting where she had been while still moving forward with integrity in her faith, she quotes a few lines from T.S. Eliot –

Of all that was done in the past, you eat the fruit,
either rotten or ripe
And the Church must be forever building, and always
decaying, and always being restored.

I love that image of church – accepting what has come before and yet always moving forward. It portrays a church, a faith, that is alive – ready to affect the world it inhabits. I find such an image hopeful and know that similar realizations have saved the faith of many (especially in the emerging church). We want a faith that stands up to questions and doesn’t reject us for merely framing those questions. We want a faith that serves the world in life-giving ways. It is a blessing to finally discover a faith like Ms. Tippett did that pushes us beyond disillusionment and can still inspire and transform us without limits.

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An Evening with Anne Lamott

Posted on March 11, 2008July 10, 2025

I had a fun evening tonight as I got to go hear one of my favorite authors – Anne Lamott. She was doing a booksigning/Q&A event at a local college and I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to hear her. Traveling Mercies is the most raw and honest book on faith I have ever read, and Operating Instructions is the same for parenting books. I appreciate her witty “tell it like it is” style and never fail to be blessed by the insights she delivers from everyday life.

So seeing her speak tonight was a treat. I have to admit, she was less edgy and far more (dare I say) cute in real life than the impressions I developed from reading her work. But yes, even in the conservative of conservative DuPage County she had no fear being her die hard democrat self. But the evening wasn’t all politics. After reading a selection from Grace (Eventually), she spoke on her influences and what it takes to find one’s voice as a writer. She addressed her writing process and why she is hopeful these days (politics did play a roll there). The final question of the evening involved what hope does she see for the church in America. I enjoyed her answer which did touch on the move away from the religious right’s grasp, but focused more on seeing the church choose to follow the example of Jesus. Of choosing to serve and care for the needs of others, and of capturing a vision of a better world.

I’m a fan and I’ve been blessed by her writings. So it was really fun to hear from her in person and to finally meet someone whose story has helped shape me.

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The Roots of Social Change

Posted on March 10, 2008July 11, 2025

So I had an interesting conversation last night on the nature of social change. We were lamenting how so much of the injustices in the world are perpetrated and sustained by untouchable major corporations – systems that control our society so subtly that most of us aren’t even aware of their influence on our lives. It is easy to despair in light of such systems – they have the money to control the opinions of the world and the power to sue you into oblivion if you stand up against them.

It was brought up that often for real social change to occur a dramatic and generally violent event must take place. A bomb must be dropped, the nation decimated by war, a terrorist must strike, a president assassinated, a space shuttle explode… Events that shock us enough to make changes. That change may be immediate – slavery will end, a nation gains independence, people relinquish their civil liberties. Or that change may just subtly change the outlook of a generation – we lose our faith in science to dominate the world. Even the “non-violent” revolutions are long drawn out ordeals that capture the attention of the nation/world before they affect change. Gandhi’s hunger strikes or march to the sea, Rosa Parks on the bus, the “I have a Dream” speech in Washington, or even the decades of marches by women seeking the right to vote. Big events capture attention and our collective imaginations. We are then shocked or scared or passionately motivated into change.

But what is so disturbing about most systems of injustice is that they aren’t dramatic. Take the issues with the environment. There was never any big campaign where the world decided to start destroying the environment. No tragic event that left us convinced we need to trash the earth. But even so, our ancestors of just 100-150 years ago would be horrified at the wasteful and disrespectful habits of our disposable culture. So what happened? One answer is to point to the 100+ years of advertising (by the major corporations) bent on convincing us to adapt a lifestyle most people don’t believe in or need. We were told that if we wanted to be sanitary we needed to buy paper towels, if we wanted to appear educated and upper-class we women needed to use disposable sanitary pads, and if we wanted to be modern and not confined to our grandmother’s kitchen we needed to use foil and plastic wrap. And of course we agreed and bought into the lifestyle of “use it once then throw it away” with little regard to what that would do to our world. We didn’t think about where all that trash would go, the forests that would be destroyed and the dioxins produced to make the paper towels, the diseases the sanitary pads would cause, the oil used for the plastics, and the strip mining for the foil. We just choose step by step, product by product to adopt a disposable lifestyle. Today such philosophy is so ingrained in our cultural psyche that most respond “gross” to the idea that the parchment paper wrapping butter originally had to be marketed as “re-usable” because consumers thought it was wasteful and expensive to throw away perfectly good parchment paper.

The messages we have been fed over the last century or so have done more to completely alter the social habits of our world than any drastic or violent event. There is no date one can point to, or singular event to be blamed, or even a particular person who can be held accountable. We let ourselves walk down the very path – often going quite willingly – that many of now are attempting to change. So while some are asking what sort of drastic event will force us to change our wasteful ways – (the melting ice caps, the extinction of polar bears, $6 a gallon gas prices???), others are simply trying to undo slowly the monster that was slowly created. Sure my decision to alter my shopping habits, or to recycle, or reduce my carbon footprint may not make a huge dent in the problem, but I am taking steps toward change and sending subversive messages. I am letting forces and ideas bigger than major corporations desperate for profit no matter the cost shape who I am. And I believe that a culture that has been shaped to believe in the message of destruction has the potential to be shaped into conscientious stewards as well. Sure those of us who care for creation and its inhabitants don’t have the money or the power to reach masses, but that should never stop us from sending out alternative messages. We may be labeled as extreme or ridiculed, but I take heart in the fact that the first public paper cup drinking fountain was attacked by a group of soldiers convinced that it represented a threat to society. Swaying popular opinion takes time, but lies can be unraveled and better choices can be made.

Social change can take many forms. Dramatic events make the history books, but the slow subtle capturing of the cultural imagination may have the most profound long term effects. The real question is – how can we be agents of this sort of change?

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Porpoise Diving Life – March 2008

Posted on March 3, 2008July 11, 2025

Happy Monday all. Although it is sleeting outside I am quite happy that I can actually look out my window and see something other than snow on the ground for the first time in a couple of months. We actually found newspapers that we thought had never been delivered – they were just buried. The hint of a thaw is quite refreshing. There is still the “native Texan” part of me that believes that the arrival of March heralds the start of spring (silly me, I know, but I can’t help it). Oh well, I’m pretending to ignore the forecast for more snow tonight.

Anyway the real point of this post is not to discuss the weather, but to mention the March issue of The Porpoise Diving Life (in which your’s truly has an article). John Smulo served as this month’s guest editor and pulled together a fantastic collection of articles, songs, and photos on the theme of “Be Like Jesus.” My article is called Creating Jesus in Our Image and focuses on our tendency to do just that. Just wanted to share – enjoy!

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N.T. Wright for Children?

Posted on March 3, 2008July 11, 2025

I finished reading N.T. Wright’s Surprised by Hope recently and have been pondering its implication the last few days. This is one of those must read sorts of books if one cares about defining and developing a biblical view of salvation and Christian hope. Wright explores here the concept that the hope for Christians is in the bodily resurrection – not in the gnostic “our souls go heaven when we die” mythology that consumes the imagination of most Christians. He not only reminds readers of that hope, but examines the implications that hope should have on how we think about Christian life, mission, and the purpose of church. Many of us in the emerging church have talked recently about how the gospel is bigger than individualistic decisions for heaven or against hell, and Wright here demonstrates that such limited conceptions of the gospel aren’t even biblical anyway. This of course gets us all labeled heretics, but at least the idea is getting out there that what most people think is orthodox Christian belief is actually not. So it’s a good read – helpful and inspiring in many ways. But I really wish it had more practical suggestions for everyday life.

It’s all well and good to intellectually rethink how we conceive of Christian hope and even start living differently because of that, but I am finding that the popular conceptions are so ubiquitous that they are nearly impossible to escape. In the face of all that I wish Wright had provided more positive examples of how to integrate the biblical view into our everyday encounters. How does one comfort the grieving? Explain death to a child? We’ve been conditioned to be comforted by common cliches even if we no longer believe the theology behind them. New language doesn’t yet exist – much less new books or new hymns (although a few good old ones are still around). But what good is my theology if I can’t convey it to my children? Or how effective is my theology if my children are constantly exposed to false conceptions? If we don’t consider how to convey these scriptural concepts to children all we are doing is allowing the myths to flourish into the next generation.

The world of popular conception is strong. I’ve been there. I’ve lead 5-Day Clubs, AWANA, and VBS. I’ve been trained by CEF and know all the kid songs. I’ve taught the flannelgraphs making promises about heaven the Bible only makes of the New Creation. I remember the Sunday School lessons (complete with charts) on the difference between body, soul, and spirit. I have a toddler and read her Bible storybooks and watch movies with her. I hear the dualistic/gnostic language she is indoctrinated with. Sure I change the language when I read her certain books, but it’s in there. Do I throw away all those books because of a few phrases that promote a Platonic rather than biblical understanding of the world? Do I ban every cartoon that portrays heaven as full of disembodied spirits floating on clouds? Do I never allow her to attend 5-Day Clubs, or VBSs, summer camps, or Sunday Schools because I know the individualistic spin they put on salvation (without any emphasis on community or what we have been saved for)? These are the practical questions that I wrestle with.

I want my children to choose to follow Christ not be manipulated into saying a prayer because they fear hell or want the reward of heaven. I don’t want John 3:16 reduced to “for God so loved Emma…” I want my kids to have better lyrics to sing in church than “Good news, good news, Christ died for ME” or “STOP! and let me tell you what the Lord has done for ME” or “Somewhere in outer space, God has prepared a place, For those who trust Him and obey…” (oh the memories). These things don’t reflect biblical truth so why would I teach them to my children? I want better options.

I’m sick though of waiting for better language and resources. Theology shouldn’t take decades to trickle down to children while we continue to feed them misguided lies. I spend a lot of time thinking about stuff like this, and I still struggle with altering my default language or with catching bad theology/philosophy in Emma’s picture books. We needed better resources yesterday as it were. Forget the N.T. Wright for Everyone devotional guides, I want N.T. Wright for toddlers. I want to see practical theology accessible to all ages. If we can’t be bothered to teach this stuff to our kids in the cradle then why bother believing it at all?

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